They say follow your heart,
but I'm thoroughly convinced
mine doesn't know where
the hell it's going.
They say the heart wants
what the heart wants.
Mine wants to pull down the shades
and get rip-roaring drunk.
They say love yourself.
I think if I love myself any more
I'm going to join Narcissus
at the bottom of that damn pool.
They say put yourself first,
but I'm so far in the lead
that there's no one left
for me to pass.
But He says
I'm broken beyond belief,
that my heart is deceptive,
and can't be trusted.
He says that only fools
follow the desires of the heart
because they lead to
bottomless pits, never satisfied.
He says quit staring
at yourself in that mirror,
that my hope isn't found in self love,
it's in the depth of His love.
He says the first shall be last
and to love my neighbor as myself,
to help pick up the wounded runners
rather than worry about what place I finish in.
I love my heart,
which is why it's so painful to admit
that His Word sounds like truth,
and culture sounds like childish chatter.