The Dark Night of the Soul – A Christian Poem About Doubt

This is a continuation of my post yesterday about dealing with the topic of doubt. It is a common misconception that there is something wrong with doubts, that if you doubt you don’t really believe. This is simply not true. Even John the Baptist had doubts. “Now when John heard in prison about the deeds of the Christ, he sent word by his disciples and said to him, ‘Are you the one who is to come, or shall we look for another?’ And Jesus answered them, ‘Go and tell John what you hear and see: the blind receive their sight and the lame walk, lepers are cleansed and the deaf hear, and the dead are raised up, and the poor have good news preached to them. And blessed is the one who is not offended by me.’ (Matthew 11:2-6)

Now at this point we know from the Gospel of John that John the Baptist has already seen Jesus and proclaimed him to be the Messiah and the “Lamb of God” (John 1:29). So why is he asking from prison if he’s “the one who is to come”? Because he’s doubting. His mindset was probably, “If you’re the Messiah, what in the world am I doing locked in prison? This is obviously not the way things were supposed to go.” John the Baptist met Jesus, he paved the way for him, and Jesus describes him as the greatest person in the history of the world (Matthew 11:11). Yet, he still had doubts. So if you are doubting or no longer feel God’s presence, relax, you’re in good company.

These times of suffering and doubt are the greatest weapons that non-believers use against us, but they are also God’s greatest weapons. I would say for the overwhelming majority of people, we grow the most when we’re going through pain and suffering. If someone is perfectly happy, they have very little motivation to change. It is in our weakest and darkest moments that we yearn most for the light. And when we finally get it, the light was worth the wait. You can find my post from yesterday here.

The Dark Night of the Soul

In the darkest night of the soul,
The bleakest veil of blackness
Is pulled down over the sky.
You look out with piercing gazes,
But the Lord hides himself from your eyes.

Doubts well up inside you like cumbersome tears,
Suffering over the meaning of it all
And bound by your deepest fears.
You cry out, “My God, My God, why have you forsaken me?”
But your words don’t reach his ears.

And each morning you rise hopeful
That the Son will rise along the eastern sky.
But another day passes, your bitter “whys” festering
In the cold, damp darkness.

But to have a dark night
One must have first had a bright day.
We lay in the midst of solitude
Because we recognize we weren’t always alone.

What we breathe our numbered breaths into
Leaves us vulnerable and open to attack
Because our life’s meaning hangs by a thread
And is defined by the object of our heart’s desire.

And during those numbered days,
When all hope has been vacuumed from the soul,
The strength to carry on is a burden few understand.
But you push on knowing God is there,
Even when he can’t be felt.

Then, when that dawn comes,
It’s too beautiful to describe
And harder to fathom –
For faith flows freely once again.

The captain of your heart and soul
Never jumped ship and abandoned you,
But let you steer for awhile
So you’d come to appreciate
And depend on his presence all the more.

-Poem Written by Justin Farley

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My current collections of poetry, all available on Amazon, all written by me, Justin Farley. A Voice in the Wilderness is a chapbook of Christian Poetry, written about the joys, doubts, struggles, and sorrows of the Christian life. Nature’s Bounty is a collection of nature poetry celebrating my love for the outdoors. And Thorns of Love is the first book of three in a series of poems about love, this one being sad, breakup poems.

I have also published two poetry collections about the seasons and mental health–each book containing half nature poems about the particular season and half mental health issues that I felt correspond with the season. The first collection I published was Frozen Rivers which is about winter and also the hardships of life and specifically living with mental illness. My latest book is Blossoms of Hope which focuses on spring and finding hope during hard times.

I write to reach the hearts of the searching, the suffering, the still fighting. I write to soothe my soul and hopefully to soothe yours too. I write to celebrate and attempt to put words to the beauty of life. Here are my published books on Amazon. More to come. A huge, humble thank you to anyone who supports my work.

-Justin Farley