I don’t know whether to call you
an old love or a new friend.
But our memories together are still pulsing
through my blood, and my heart feels
there are still some loose ends.
But I’m no longer blind
to the barriers that stand tall between us.
I know there must be new seed to sow
to grow and cultivate our trust.
I don’t know what you mean to me,
but your voice still holds a source of delight.
I can’t deny that you don’t visit my dreams
during my slumbers at night.
I miss our embraces, our kisses
and looking into your eyes.
But most of all I miss
having you through life by my side.
I could run away now,
but you’re tugging at my soul-
Lover or friend,
I miss the woman I used to know.